Monday, January 28, 2008

It has been a rough weekend.........

We did our taxes this weekend. It was awful! We only got back $1,491.00 after they took their fees out. I felt like I had been handed a death sentence. I was literally in tears in the midd of the tax place. I won't be able to leave like I planned. At least not right now. I owe my Daddy money (I have to pay him a minimum of $500.00), I owe my MawMaw $575.00 (she helped me with Chrismas), and I have a $335.00 light bill that is due. Once I cover the check for $45.00 at the grocery store last night.....I'm out of money. It sucks. I really thought I would have a chance to be happy this year. So far......no go. We will be getting $202.00 for our state refund. That is already spent. We promised Man that we would take him to the wrecker museum in TN. The girls were in a pageant in June and we promised him then......guess what...it hasn't happened yet. Since IT refuses to work, I haven't had the money to take him. It won't cost that much. We're gonna take a cooler full of sandwich stuff, drinks, and snacks. We're driving up for the day and then coming back home. That way, we (by that I mean 'I') won't have to pay for a motel.

Another thing that has happened this weekend is that we are moving. Not sure exactly where yet, but I know we have to move....I can't afford the house by myself and Momma is moving this coming Saturday. There is a 4 bedroom apt on our street and we're going to look at it today. It's only $695.00 per month. I could afford it on my own, it would just be really tight. (Then I could just make IT move.) IT could care less.

He got pissed bc he wanted $100.00 out of the tax money and I told him we didn't have it. He threatened to burn the check to keep me from taking the whole thing and he pitched a fit bc I don't ever want to give him money....I was gonna get the rest do I shouldn't fuss about him getting a little bit.....I informed him that I wasn't getting the rest of it for myself bc I was paying bills. That I never get anything for myself bc I don't spend money on myself if I don't have it to spare. He actually had the nerve to tell me that it was my own fault bc I chose not to get myself stuff when I wanted it.

Did I tell you about what he told Princess? She had a pink bandana on her head and he told her to take it off bc she wasn't a Ni**er). I am so fed up with the way he treats me and his influence on the kids. One day...............I can keep dreaming.

AJ

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