Ok.....deep breath!!!............I am soooo done with my marriage. I want a divorce!!! I can't stand to even look at IT anymore. I have been in love with someone else since before I ever married him. I don't regret not following my heart bc I wouldn't have my babies if I had, but it's time to stop pretending to the world that everything is ok. (I truly feel that I've gotten the best 3 things out of IT that I possibly could). No, I'm not a Ho and I haven't been cheating...it started way before we ever got married. He was my best friend. It sounds kind of juvenile, but he won my heart one night when he bought me some Nyquil bc I was sick and he said he couldn't stand to see me sick. It sounds corny, but it was really sweet. He used to come up behind me and nuzzle my neck and tell me that I was beautiful....or he would be staring at me and I would ask what and he would say that I was beautiful. No one has ever paid me that much attention or made me feel that special. That's not it, that's just all I can say on here right now. I truly feel like he was my soul mate. I have been in love with him since I was 16 and he was my best friend before that. No, I don't think that I"m gonna divorce IT and get back with him, but I owe it to myself to get away from IT. I deserve what I had with "him", not what I have with IT.
AJ
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