I'm back!

Ok, here's the deal. I'm finally done with my classes. I got an A in both classes!!! YEAH!!! My GPA is now 1.7..........not good, but way better than what it was. Just to let you know, my GPA wasn't so low bc I'm an idiot, I had to take an F in all of my classes for 2 semesters bc I couldn't complete them and I couldn't withdraw bc I couldn't pay back Financial Aid....the end result means that my GPA is shot! I basically have to make an A in every class that I take from now on...not very probable.....I still have Chemistry and Biology to go...

I went back to work at the wrecker company. I now have even more responsibility than before..................for the same pay. I do get a $50.00 loan payment (my idiot husband got a settlement at the beginning of the year and he blew the whole damn thing.........we had about $6,000.00 left and, even though I told him no, he loaned my boss, who was his best friend and employer at the time, $4,000.00 and he also owes us about $1,000.00 on back pay checks that bounced) added to my pay check every week, but the actual pay is still the same. I'm an idiot, what can I say? But, seriously, I love my job. I like running the office. I like the people that I work with (most of the time). I just wish that is was more money. I am still working 2-3 days/nights at the Buffet. That means that I work a total of an average of 56 hours per week. What's so sad is that my actual pay is only about $400.00 per week plus my $50.00 loan payment. That only averages out to about $7.14 bring home an hour. That bites! According to salary.com, an office manager in my little hick town an office manager should be making $47,730.50/year and bringing home $1,276.95 bi-weekly. IT blows money as fast as I can make it.

By the way, IT is a jackass!!! He is whining bc he wants to go hunting bc tomorrow is the last day. I had to give him $40.00 for gas just in case he is able to go, BUT, I need contacts desperately (I have the last left one in that I have and it is ripped) and I don't have the money to buy contacts.

I was really sick over Christmas. I'm still sick....I have a nasty cough that won't go away. When I lay down, it feels like I have an elephant sitting on my chest. When I was so sick that I couldn't get out of bed (and he still felt the need to get laid-----JACKASS---), I kept telling him we had no money...he didn't listen. He says that I told him it was ok to only get $10.00 of gas or only 1 pack of cigarettes....I don't remember it...I was freaking sick!! The point is that we are now negative about $200.00 in our checking account. Plus last week was an extremely short week.....closed on Christmas (no I don't get paid for the holidays) at both jobs, missing 2 days after Christmas bc of being sick, and had previously requested this past weekend off from my buffet job. This week will be another short week bc of the office being closed for the 1st. If we can make it a few more weeks, maybe I can get straightened out with the bills after I get a few full weeks in. Only God knows. All I can do is leave it up to God and he will work everything out.

Ok, enough whining...I need to actually get some work done. Talk to you later.

AJ:)

I REALLY NEED to vent!!!

OMG! IT is such an ass!!! I was taking my final exam for one of my classes and he just goes to the bed and lays down, presumeably to watch tv! He leaves the kids up with me for me to deal with and try to get them to get dressed so that when I am done with my final, and after I get dressed, we can go to the Christmas festival at Munchkin's school. When I was done, he came in here and I said something about him making me deal with the kids during my exam and he said I should have done it last night...it's not his problem!....Poor baby...he has a headache and he wants to lay in bed all day bc it's Saturday...BUT, if you don't work, isn't every day Saturday?

Everyday, he gets worse! I can't wait until I am rid of IT! I would be so much happier by myself! If I'm gonna do everything by myself anyway, I may as well do it without all the bitching and moaning....and less mess to clean up...Oh well, at least IT's a free baby sitter right now.......I am sooooooo stressed and IT doesn't even care!!! One day........

AJ

A Quickie

Ok, I only have a few. I have no privacy! Anyways, just wanted to post really quick....

Let's see....what do I have to say????? Well, IT still isn't looking for a job...surprising.... He has decided that all he needs to do is haul junk. Well, that's all gravy if it's for extra money...not a sole source of income for someone. He doesn't get that. I understand that it may be hard to find work with a back injury and a messed up ankle....but, not impossible. He could at least try. He doesn't. Munchkin's teacher said told him that the kids were asked to tell them what Mommy and Daddy did for a living......she said Mommy works and Daddy is lazy! That is pathetic! That in itself would make me want to work.

Ok, more later. I have a 450 word paper due tonight by midnight and I haven't even started the research yet. It's on North Carolina Right To Life....BTW, I have to work from 4-C (around 9:30). I'm so screwed!!

Later,
AJ:)