We got up and went to sunrise service....and we were not late! Then, we had breadfast at church...I ate a biscuit, sausage gravy, bacon, and eggs.....I was so bad! Then, we went home and I got the kids ready for church and myself ready for work. IT took me to work and I ended up clocking in at 10:45....thinking I would make a ton of money...We ended up being dead. From open to close....I only made $70.50! That was awful...it wasn't even as busy as a regular Sunday. On top of that, I had a fight with IT when he picked me up. He was pissed that I worked on Easter and wasn't able to spend time with the kids...he also said that I needed to make a decision btwn my kids and my job...I didn't need to work on Sundays anymore....I explained that I'm not working bc I want to...I'm working bc I have to bc he won't. I can't afford to take Sundays off....I really wish that I could...I miss my kids. The bad thing is that he was saying all of this in front of them....I tried to get him to discuss it with me away from the kids...he wouldn't. I told him that he was being emotionally neglectful of the kids bc he was making the kids think that their momma doesn't want to spend time with them....that's not true. I love my kids and would do anything to be able to be with them all the time....but, I can't do that when I am working to support 5 people...the only thing IT does is ride around and haul junk with his momma or daddy...he gets his own gas and cig money and then still asks me for money and if I don't give it to him...he will make my life HELL......... I am going to try to get a job with the schools...as a substitute or a lunch room lady...anything to get me on the payroll bc then I won't have to worry about where we live...I will be more free to leave his sorry ass.
AJ
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